a super-f*cking bad day

i dont know whats happening to me today. macam kena **** je. ahh malas nak layan. so, my day goes like this;

i woke up at 6.40 a.m and i felt like my body was too heavy so i skipped riadah. nice reason, haha. i got up again on 8.30 a.m. then i took my bath, as usual lama gila ;D

then i went to addmaths class, thank god it was not too bad. i went back to dorm and i grabbed my holga from my locker and operated it. macam sial, shutter spring dah mati. haihh. then i slept with it until it was 11.50 a.m. i dont know how many times i slept and woke up, again and again, today. hanie kejut, asking "bellum, nak makan tak? jom la." so i wore my tudung, sarung selipar then heading to dewan makan. again, nasi goreng macam nak mintak kaki. tak sedap, haha.

then i went outing, tumpang nichi and her fam. they dropped me at muar bustand, so aku menapak sampai separuh basah badan(dahla pakai baju outing serupa baju kilang + tebal gila) to the apek camera shop, the shop where i found ada lomo lubitel for display. noted there "NOT FOR SALE". i bet it must be an original lubitel zaman jepun kot, i guess. then i asked the apek about my holga, as expected, muka dia pelik+nak ketawa tengok holga aku. sialan lu apek, takpernah tengok kamera warnawarni ke. ah, lantak. then i showed the spring yang buat hal nak mintak maki tu. dia cakap "ini spring halus ma. kalau keras, dia kasi tendang semua dalam, buleh hancur." aku mintak ganti, bukan mintak spring keras. siap cakap spring tendang la, macam kau je nak mintak tendang. dengan cuaca yang panas gila kentang, i moved to another camera shop. tengok papan tanda, displayed nama Nikon, Olympus, Yashica etc. i said, okay, maybe im at the right place. tanya2 perempuan cina tu, she said " kalau mau kasi betul aa, pigi JB atau KL la. sini tada buleh buat." again, i was dissapointed with the answer. so, i went back. tengok balik spring, then i decided to operate it in B mode, buat long exposure. cutting the sponges into cubes, sumbat it at the film loader and i loaded the film. ohh 35mm film, not 120mm. failed to find it, susah kot nak cari. ahh nvm. after spm i'll go cari in the whole kl and lomo sampai lebam, yeahh.

i had taken 3 snaps for now. maybe more later. malas la, chemistry and physics pun tak habis baca lagi. apalagi bio, jauh tu hahaa ;D

i went to class for nite prep at 8 pm and there was a set of BM paper i complained, "mende ah hari2 nak buat latihan," you idiot bellum, spm dah dekat dol. kau nak UTP ke taknak? apply macam orang gila, pastu taknak study. ah shut up. then i proceeded doing my physics. oh oh dan bella told me "bellum, kunci redaksi dah patah." sialan, apa aku nak cakap kat chief editor? fuhh, ***** betul. then i went to see assistant dia to settle down the thing. malas nak layan, things getting harder for me since spm dah dekat. ahh whatever. i went back to dorm and slept, without realising baju sekolah tak gosok lagi. shit.

itulah bad day saya. terima kasih ;)